words for the sorrowful.

we've got some thing to sort out,
even though you'd never admit,
so caught up in your world to admit your own doubt.
i'm tired of living this lie,
it's holding me down,
it's not something I can deny.
you and I,
we were close as can be,
but now,
I finally see you never could really see the difference between you and me.
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two friends, lives so close,
how did it all end up like this,
only God knows.
You said you needed time,
I was never good enough,
you said you needed time to shine.
Now that I sit here now,
I only feel deprived of that relationship we once had,
I beg you to tell me what i've done,
because never have I felt so bad.