Saturday, May 16, 2009

quite possible the best/funniest video EVER

I've been thinking a lot lately about what I'm going to do with my life, and thinking about it is nerve-wracking. School ends in five days... and that scares me! It's so weird, thinking that next fall, i'll already be a junior in high school. I feel like just last week I was a tiny freshman with long hair and braces thinking that high school would take forever... but I'm so much different now. Everything that God has done in my life for the past two years has changed me and everything about me so drastically. I can only imagine what He has in store for me and the next two years of high school. Thinking about college and being an adult sort of makes me want to go and lock myself in my closet and never come out. I mean, I already know that i'm going to community college at least the first year after high school... but what about after that? Or boys, or my career, or kids, or money... the list goes on. Thinking about all of that stresses me out to the fullest. In thinking about all of this (Because I sort of act like it's the end of the world that I don't know what i'm going to do in the future, when really I should just rely on God) i've realized that I need to rely on God. Because without Him in my life, and me relying on him in everything I say, do and think, I would be like ten thousand times more insane than I already am. And that would be nuts. So, time to rely on God more. Now, how to do that... that's another story.