it's coming down to nothing more than apathy,

I am tired of being pessimistic and apathetic. My attitude on most everything has changed, and I want to fix it. People tell me all the time that I am and i'm sick of it. God created me to be a person filled with Him and His light, not a person with the absence of Him and His light. I used to be such a happy person, and something broke inside of me. I'm not that person anymore, and that needs to change. People telling me this all the freaking time made me realize this. I can't help it if I have morals- it's who I am. If people have an issue with that, they need to either address it or move on. That is never going to change. What is going to change is me and my over-all attitude on life. I'm determined.