falling out of place

Have you ever met someone that you just want so badly to have a relationship with? Everything about them is the epitome of what you think you need. Everything about them is everything you are. Who they are now, who they want to be in the future, what they believe, and what they're passionate about. That's how I feel right now. But those feelings shouldn't be like that for me right now. I hate being a teenager. I can't think clearly. My feelings over rule everything in my life most days. I never know what I want. It gives me hell. God, please help me.